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Fortress of Disillusion

by Matt Wixson

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1.
Every time I don’t bother to call you Is a time I don’t know what to say And every night that I’m not on stage singing Is a night I don’t know what to play And every week that you don’t even see me Is a week where I’d rather just stay And I hide Every day that I'm drinking in daylight Is a day I'm embarrassed and low And every time that I push you away Is a time I should not be alone And every time that you call me asshole Is a time that I get what I'm owed And I hide And I know it's not easy Putting up with my shit But I swear it's not easy For me dealing with it Every night that I'm having a good time Is a night that I'm thankful for friends But every night that we're having a good time Is a night that I know's gonna end And every night that I'm just staying inside Is night that's just easy to spend And I hide
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Miles to Go 02:17
If you’re standing in the way it’s fucking time to step aside I’ve got places that I’m going, I’ve got you to leave behind I am better than the bullshit, I am better than the grind And I’ve got miles to go before I sleep There’s a place where I belong, and there’s a home I haven’t known So it’s pedal to the metal, and it’s rubber to the road I’ll sing songs like sending postcards from the places that I go And I’ve got miles to go before I sleep And there is no, no such thing as moving backwards And there is no path you take that doesn’t matter And nothing ever stays the same, except for those who just complain Instead of simply making changes for the better I’ve had luck and some advantages, and I’ve had a bit of help But after all, I say with confidence I take credit for myself Cuz I never stop evolving, always kept on doing well And I’ve got miles to go before I sleep And there is no, no such thing as moving backwards And there is no path you take that doesn’t matter And nothing ever stays the same, except for those who just complain Instead of simply making changes for the better And I’ve got miles to go before I sleep
3.
Are you now, or have you ever been A member of a revolutionary movement? Cuz if you should be the way we think you are You’d better run away, you fuckin’ better run far! We got tradition to rep And so we need it lockstep We want it straight and narrow, we got no room for you Straight and narrow, we don’t approve of you Straight and narrow, so we’re removing you You better fit in or you know what we can do to you! Blast off! Yeah we've been to the moon You’re with us or against us, better pick a side soon Because we got no time and we got no open mind These boots were made for walking on the company line We got tradition to rep And so we need it lockstep We want it straight and narrow, we got no room for you Straight and narrow, we don’t approve of you Straight and narrow, so we’re removing you You better fit in or you know what we can do to you! You better shut that mouth Or else we're telling you to just get out You better bite that tongue Keep speaking up and you just might get stung We want it straight and narrow, we got no room for you Straight and narrow, we don’t approve of you Straight and narrow, so we’re removing you You better fit in or you know what we can do to you! Straight and narrow!
4.
Gunnabe 02:40
I’ve got no time for you if you Don’t have anything worth hearing If you can’t show some respect Then I’m gonna turn my back This monologue’s beneath me I’m too far along for that If you don’t know any better About anything that matters Then you can pick some other victim For your lecture, because I’m an adult who can handle Having honest conversations Whatever you may be You’re no authority Just attempting to assert yourself Because you're scared that you have peaked I find it disconcerting That you’ve given up on learning So enjoy that premature end To your journey You're all you're gonna be You're all you're gonna be That's not enough for me
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Peace Out! 03:41
I've laid down my arms, taken cover from the bombs, and I've fled I’m getting out of the attack before they get me in the back of the head So may your whisper help to drown out the agonizing sound of the war And may the peace in your eyes help me enjoy the life I was fighting for Now the rebels are romantic but I can’t take their semantics myself They are powerful and gritty, they’re grotesque and they’re unpretty, as well But while they’re breaking my heart I can set myself apart and ignore Propaganda and lies, they keep me from the life that I was fighting for I am an innocent man, I’m just collateral damage in the cloud A defector and deserter, scared he’s gonna end up murdered in the crowd I’m retreating to the summit ‘cause I haven’t got the stomach for the gore I need some tranquil skies to remind me of what I was fighting for Oh, I've made my choice, they don’t need my voice or my gun Even without my contribution, I've looked into the future, they've won So you won’t find me inciting, igniting, or swiping, or sniping, or griping no more Because I finally realize I’ll be just fine without what I was fighting for

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At the intersection of Disillusionment and Depression sits a lonesome house, filled wall to wall with uphill smiles, self-conscious furniture, and a cat. This house is a refuge, a place away from places, an escape from the escape. Some believe it to be haunted by hallucinogenic spirits, who turn friends into strangers and allies into exhausting enemies. Others claim it is actually the rest of the world that is inundated with ghosts. This house, this experience, pulled these songs out of me. My new EP is called Fortress of Disillusion, and it’s available now for free (or donation).

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released November 25, 2014

Matt Wixson - guitar, vocals, percussion, trumpet

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